So, picking up where we left off last time, it had been pretty obviously driven home that I was messed up. I didn't trust anyone, I didn't like anyone outside of the three friends I had, I was angry beyond belief at the world in general, and I was extremely uncomfortable around people. For better or for worse, I decided to start out by fixing the 'not liking people' issue. After all, trust comes with time, and it's really easy to avoid people and be angry at them when they are faceless strangers, right? I had a plan, vague as it was, and it was time to get to work.
Somewhat conveniently, it was about this time that I started college, first part-time around work, and then full-time as the company was bought out and my "customers are more important than money" attitude became unpopular. One thing college will do, no matter what age you are when you go, is expose you to other people. And while there are an awful lot of wet-behind-the-ears newbies spouting off the latest philosophy or slogan they've come across, there are also a lot of really interesting people with solid ideas (hint: if you're a bit of a strange cookie, look for the other strange cookies). Once I learned to choke back the instant dislike of having to interact with people, and actually engaged a few of them in conversations to find out why they believed what they did, rather than just what bandwagon they were on, I started to get along with them much better.
Somewhat conveniently, it was about this time that I started college, first part-time around work, and then full-time as the company was bought out and my "customers are more important than money" attitude became unpopular. One thing college will do, no matter what age you are when you go, is expose you to other people. And while there are an awful lot of wet-behind-the-ears newbies spouting off the latest philosophy or slogan they've come across, there are also a lot of really interesting people with solid ideas (hint: if you're a bit of a strange cookie, look for the other strange cookies). Once I learned to choke back the instant dislike of having to interact with people, and actually engaged a few of them in conversations to find out why they believed what they did, rather than just what bandwagon they were on, I started to get along with them much better.